
So. I'm Rydia. Everyone else has a blog, and everyone else tells me I should have one. And since I'm totally my own person and don't listen to what other people tell me I should do? Here it is.
My homeland is on the East Coast, somewhere too dry in the winter and too humid in the summer. For the moment I work at a frozen yogurt shop. I'm a senior in high school; I take classes online and at the community college near me.
I have a boyfriend named Step, or Spet, or Spethen, or Stephen or whichever you prefer. He's incredibly good-looking and funny, but he lives quite far away. Far enough that I have to take two planes to see him. But I'd do it in a second because he's wonderful and I love him.
I like music more than the average person. I'd rather go a week without food than a day without music. If I walk into my room for three seconds to grab shoes or something, I'll turn the radio on. All kinds of stuff. Classic rock, hair metal, grunge, New Age, classical, some country, pretty much all rock. Except stupid whiney "let's have a party in your backyard and skate on the half-pipe we made ourselves and turn the music up so loud that our white suburanite neighbors will get angry and shake their fingers at us over the fence hee! We shop at Hot Topic hee!"
I'm currently in love with Frylock from Aqua Teen Hunger Force. I get strange crushes on unlikely people. Or in this case, unlikely cartoon images of french fries.
|
|
|
 |
|
Nov 19, 2004
letters I've written / never meaning to send
Listening to: Moody Blues
Hi Football Season,
It's me. Rydia. How are you? I just... wanted to tell you that... I really like you. A lot. Call me?
Seriously. Gosh. I like major league football, ya'll. So many good memories. It brings people together. I went to a game once. It was a Miami/Dallas game, in Miami. I went with my mom and like... second cousin and uncle, and my older brother. We had five tickets, but they weren't all together, and my mom and I got the better ones. Upper sideline. We bought Dolphins hats and scarves and stuff. It was so awesome. But Dallas won and that kind of sucked.
I remember long long ago, when my parents were still married, and they would watch football. And I was little so I didn't know the teams so I would just make up what I thought they were based on the pictures on the helmets. You know how the Houston Oilers had those... oil thingys on their helmets? I called them the Eiffel Towers. And the Saints were the S's. I knew the Dolphins because my mom likes them, and I obviously knew the Redskins. I knew Dallas because I was born hating them.
And with my boyfriend being from Green Bay, you'd think I'd be able to get tickets to a game there. But noes. Spet hates teh football. Oh well. I love him anyway.
Posted at 07:23 pm by Ivyxx
Permalink
Nov 4, 2004
Listening to: Artsy Chick and Severed Toe, The Big Meat Show
I just want everyone to know I have a new TV boyfriend. Sawyer on Lost. So he's a cad and all the "good guys" hate him. So? He's scruffy! And so what if he pack rats all the stuff he can find and barters for whatever he wants? He's just being... financially sound! I can't wait till the Sawyer-centric episode.
Lost is a good show, you should all watch it. Charlie is the most (and possibly the only, other than Sayid and Sawyer) brillant character on the show, and I'd like to thank the producers right now for casting Dominic Monaghan. Spot on casting, and he's one of the only castaways that's interesting and unpredictable I'M LOOKING AT YOU JACK AND KATE.
Things I Think Should Happen on Lost:
1. Sayid should talk more. He has a cool accent.
2. Charlie should play his guitar more.
3. Something heavy should get dropped on Shannon.
4. People should realize that Locke isn't going to stop acting like a weird old git, so they should get used to it and stop marveling at what a weird old git he is.
5. Jack and Kate should be exterminated as boring useless predictable characters. In fact, the other castaways should just eat them.
6. Hurley should really start losing some weight. I mean. Think about it. They're on an island with almost nothing to eat except boar, and what they do have gets divided between 35-40 people. Shouldn't he be slimmer by now?
7. Sun should start talking English and pretend she doesn't know Korean anymore. Which would suck for Jin, but that's... kinda the point.
8. Sawyer should call me.
Posted at 06:12 pm by Ivyxx
Permalink
Nov 2, 2004
Listening to: The Two Towers soundtrack
Sigh. This soundtrack takes me back. To days gone by! omg! Like when I first met Stephen, and we were first talking and TTT was coming out in a couple months and we talked about it all the time I would get all nervous and excited when I saw him sign on. I still love talking to him.
Halloween was teh fun. I dressed up for work and got a couple strange looks. Genie and I went to a haunted barn in Walkersville which was scary, but not as bad as I thought it was going to be. They were fond of chainsaws there. And masks. There was a really awesome live gothish band there, so I would've liked to stay longer. But we went to Marly's and watched Dawn of the Dead and that was fun. Marly is crazy and hilarious.
I squared my nails. I'm not sure if I like it. I don't think I do. It looks so good on some people. I just don't think I have the hands for it. I'm a failure.
I've also decided to attempt NaNoWriMo this year. Of course I've started a whole day late, so I'm a little behind. No, you can't read it. It's gonna be awful. Of course quality isn't the point of NaNoWriMo, so I guess it doesn't matter.
Jenn got LICENSE'd. Yay! Now she can drive off to the circus instead of trying to run there.
I'm in a weird mood. Sad and pensive, tm Dan Kwa.
John Malkovich is so cool.
Posted at 09:18 pm by Ivyxx
Permalink
Oct 18, 2004
Listening to: Cake, No Phone
lolz you know the part of Vindicated where Chris Carraba is all, "let me slip aWEY OMG!" I was just remembering this one time when I was listening to that song and was all happy and fine and thinking about what a good song it was. And that part came on and I pitched forward onto the desk sobbing. lolz! Stop playing with my emotions, Mr. Carraba! Of course it being Step's first day at college might have had something to do with it. Oh well, that was a long time ago.
I went shopping today. With my Dog Watching moneys. Driving to Middletown at 6AM over windy roads covered in deer and opossum and occasionally HORSE in the dark all tired and frozen wasn't that fun, but now I have a new pair of jeans and an awesome green jacket to show for it. Jean shopping is like. The hardest thing ever. But I only tried on three pairs and picked one, and that's the easiest it's over been. One pair was too long, the other was too, um... vacuum-packed? The ones I bought came with a really gay green flower belt thing. Which comes off. So if any of you are in the market for your very own Bright Green Gay Flower Belt Thing? Hit me up.
And I got a dark green jacket just like the one Marly has except hers is khaki and every time I saw I'd be like *covetcovet*.
Eeek.
I'm dying to go to a concert. The last one I went to was... *think...* I believe it was Trans-Siberian Orchestra, last November. Almost a year omg. Sigh.
I watched Return of the Jedi this weekend. It brought back memories. Like, back when I saw my older brother more than once a year, we used to watch Star Wars together, and he'd explain all the crazy backstories and we'd make fun of Han Solo because I had a huge hate on him when I was younger. I still don't like him really, but yeah. I hated him. Kind of a lot. And I liked Leia, naturally, because she was the only girl and so was I, so I related. But I could never understand why Leia liked him because he was such a dumb jerk.
A magazine told me "smoky eyes" and red lips would make me irresistable. But no phone numbers yet, llolololzl.
I need to sleep before work. I think I had a dream the oil light came on in my car but I didn't see it, so the engine burnt up or something as I was driving.
no phone no phone I just want to be alone
Posted at 02:56 pm by Ivyxx
Permalink
Oct 12, 2004
to chase a feather in the wind
Listening to: The Offspring, I can't remember the name of the song, but it's the one about the girl who died and he's all sad and stuff? Yeah that one.
I'm like a little kid. I get my hopes up really high for stuff. And it bums me out more than it should when said thing doesn't happen. I think it's because I hardly ever get out to do fun stuff, so I look forward to it a lot when an opportunity presents itself.
Like last night. Our boss was taking all the TCBY employees out to a haunted barn. But the barn turned out to be closed. So we looked up the haunted forest, and it was closed. The Haunted Mill in Pennsylvania was also closed (Curse you, We Must Be Closed On Monday Night establishments!) and so was every corn maze between here and Thurmont. So it was mostly a gigantic waste of gas. We ended up going to eat at a diner, and the waitress hated us. Like, hated. I guess I can understand since there were so many of us, but she wasn't even pretending to be nice. Whatever.
Everyone: *looks at menu*
Julie: I'm getting fries. *turns menu over* OMG THEY HAVE PIE?!
Rydia: Dude, it's a DINER.
So after that, our boss went home and Marly and her friends ditched us. I got to meet Mike, and he was a really cool guy. Her other friends weren't that... friendly, though. So the rest of us (Julie, Meredith, Danielle, Carolyn, Mai, Genie, and I) went to OMG TEH HUANT'd SCARY TUNEL. Which is a real actual haunted tunnel near my house. So we drove in and turned the cars and the lights off, and I locked the doors over and over and over. We were too scared to let it get quiet enough to hear what we were supposed to hear though. I have a feeling we're going to end up going back there eventually, with less exciteable people. *koff* Without Carolyn. lolz.
I love October. I love Halloween. Dressing up is really one of the funnest things in the world. Why is there only one day out of a year devoted to it?
Clarie: TELL ME WHAT JAWN GOT ME NOW.
Rydia: A veggie burger.
Clarie: Really?
Rydia: Holy crap...
Clarie: What?
Rydia: VEGGIE BURGER CRAVING'd
Tonight I'm going to make orange Kool Aid. And watch Once Upon a Time in Mexico. And hopefully talk to Step. Because I like him a lot and might get to see him next month. In fact I like him more than he likes me. A lot. So there.
Posted at 04:17 pm by Ivyxx
Permalink
Oct 3, 2004
Everywhere I go, there I am.
Listening to: Bob Dylan, Jokerman
I heart Bob Dylan. I heart Bob Dylan's son Jakob Dylan. I heart Bob Dylan's son Jakob Dylan's band the Wallflowers.
I'm eating Chinese food from Friday night. It's yummy.
So on Friday I saw Shark Tale with my dad and brother. And a theater full of screaming crying kicking falling laughing children and their stupid parents who wouldn't turn off their darning cell phones. One of them fell into the back of my seat before the movie even started. Fell! Really kinda hard too.
Yesterday Jawn and some of his friends and I saw Sky Captain. omg it was teh good, I recommend it. A smidge on the stereotypical sci-fi side, but it's still just a fun movie. If you can get over the insatiable urge the movie gives you to sock Gwenyth Paltrow in her sepia-toned faced in the first ten minutes. It was the first movie I've ever liked Angelina Jolie in. Maybe it's the fact that she has only one eye? I seem to have a thing for one-eyed ladies these days (HELO ELLE DRIVER I AM TALKING TO YOU). Um. Not like that. Minds out of gutters, please. Overall, it was a really good movie, but it would've been better as a book or something where they didn't have to rush through it like they did. *shrug*
Then we ate at my former place of employment, yay for Quizno's. Jawn and I had our senses assaulted as soon as we walked in the door. The smell reminded me of the long hours and really awful times I had there and my blood pressure was like, "Wee let's race!" when I smelled it. And Jawn is just weird, so the motors in the neon lights were destroying his hearing. Consequently we ate outside.
In church on Saturday my pastor said something about, "The person you like the least will be your next door neighbor in heaven." But that made me wonder. How can [insert name of certain largely disliked person] be next door neighbors with so many people?
You know those annoying kids that drive down the street with their music up really really loud like musical missionaries to the world? I realized today I am that kid. But I hardly ever have my windows open, so I don't really subject others to whatever I have on. The engine gets really loud on the highway, so normally have it turned up to about 20-25. And I forget about it, so it's still really loud everywhere else. I try to remember to turn it down to 10 or so when I get to my neighborhood so my parents don't get angary.
Marly let me borrow her Queen CD. *burns* And she gave me a skirt. She's so cool. And she was born in the same hour of the same day as me. And we just found out recently it was the same hospital too. And now we're reunited 17 years later. I made cookies on Tuesday and sent them to Jawn and Step. And I sent Clary her birthday present, but I'm not going to say what it is because she'll probably read this. But it's so cool and awesome.
For some reason I really feel like messing with pictures tonight. But unfortunately I have no pictures of anything I really feel like playing with, and no picture program to mess with them with. With with with. Plus the digital camera is currently in Phoenix taking pictures of the condo my parents bought. mayb i play w/ web cam lolololz...
Goodness. What an entry full of ADD.
It's starting to get cold and fallish. I love fall. *hugs* I get to wear sweaters now wee! And soon I can wear my cool black coat again. And the humidity will go away. And Halloween YAY. And it's getting a lot closer to me seeing Step again. I can't wait. Here's a picture again. Mostly because I just like looking at him.

Posted at 08:36 pm by Ivyxx
Permalink
Sep 28, 2004
Those alligators have SPACE HELMETS ON.
Listening to: John Cougar Mellencamp, Authority Song (on Radio KoL. I love Fusilliban.)
I talked to Step on the phone last night.
Step: My hand is shaking.
Rydia: Why?
Step: I'm really hungry, I haven't eaten in a couple days.
Rydia: What?!
Step: I'm just kidding!
So I just mailed my stupid SAT registration form thing. After all the trouble I had to go through to get that form, fill it out, get the extra letter from a pastor, get a check, and walk out to the mailbox in the pouring rain? They better take it and send a freaking limo to my house to take me to a beautiful ice palace to take my SAT. And they better say, "Oh, Sarah, here, this should help you!" and hand me the freaking answer key on a silver platter next to a cup of hot green tea and a biscotti. And when I'm done with the test they better take me to an all-you-can-eat spaghetti bar where I can also get unlimited pina coladas. After that they can fly me and Step to Santa Monica (the best city anywhere) to see a free concert with AFI (they can magically give Davey his voice back), Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, and a bunch of other popular rock bands so that AFI seems the best by comparison. Like, Yellowcard could come, and Modest Mouse, but then at the end they'd be like, "WO Surprise," and like, Elton John would come out with a red piano and then all the aforementioned bands plus Kiss, Poison, Styx, REO Speedwagon, Aerosmith, and Queen (yes I know Freddy Mercury isn't alive) would all come out to sing a 20-minute ballad about how awesome I did on my SATs.
Yeah.
It's raining a lot out. Because hurricane season is apparently going to last for the next five years. If Step was here, maybe we'd go for a walk in the rain. That would be fun. Or maybe we'd just watch it rain, because it just started thundering o noes.
So Washington Redskins. I asked you for one thing. Just one. Just that you beat the ever-loving crap out of Dallas. But could you do that? Noes. I don't think I can even half-heartedly support you this season.
omg thundarstorm has interupt'd tihs bolg seshun. srys.
Posted at 11:10 am by Ivyxx
Permalink
Sep 24, 2004
I don't have the proper organ to make those kinds of decisions.
Me and Step. Over the summer. Yeah, I'm mostly just putting this here so I can link to it from TPS, because their uploader isn't working yet. Aaaaaand, that didn't even work anyway. Wutev. Look! Look! It's me and a hott guy!
^I love that boy.
Posted at 06:12 pm by Ivyxx
Permalink
Sep 22, 2004
Just pursue your dream, no matter how crazy or against the law it is.
Listening to: Scissor Sisters, Take Your Momma Out (on Bragi's Totally Awesome Face-Ripping Audio Chillfest)
I hug Bragi.
So. I haven't updated in a really long time.
People always said college was a lot different/better than high school, and darn if they weren't right. I really don't want to speak too soon, but so far? I'm loving this. I have to get up early three or four days a week, and that's all. I go to class, and when it's over I either go to work or go home. Homework really hasn't been very bad, and I find I have a lot of time to just chill out. Play KoL, talk to people online (helo clarys im tlakign abot u), um... doing other things which aren't updating this blog.
Also. I got my car fixed. It starts up like a good little car now. Except for this morning when I was late. But I threatened it and it started.
Also also. I got a raise at work. After a year of lying, cheating, and sleeping my way to the top. And a couple people got fired today. Not directly because of me, but because all of us were fed up with them. So yes. Working a lot to make a dent in tuition for next year. Right now I could buy maybe, three books or so? *downtrodden*
I haven't talked to Clary very much in the past three or four days. omg i mis her. clary coem hoem!1111
Oh. And I'm a mod now. Let's throw a party. I would be a fool to voice my modly frustrations in such a public place, so I shan't.
And this has been a really general update, and not all that interesting. Um... I bought a really cool sweater the other week. Like. Really cool. It needs to get cold now so I can wear it. Labor Day has come and gone which means (FINALLY GLORY HALLELUJAH) I can wear my beloved boots again. *hugs boots*
More on some day when interesting things actually happen. i tlak 2 spet 2nite i hoep yays!11 *types more incomprehensible mispelled words to befuddle Ana*
Posted at 08:25 pm by Ivyxx
Permalink
Sep 3, 2004
cars break down / and people break down / and other things break down too
Listening to: Radio KoL, The Mr. Skullhead Show
ClarieGreen: Omgomg it's by AFI.
KMaxAddict320: lolz if its nto on "Sign teh Soro" tehn i only no liek 2 ohtr sogns im teh mots pozer teribel fan
ClarieGreen: *si*
KMaxAddict320: HWO CAN DAVY EVR LUV ME???///
ClarieGreen: i duno rydai i duno
Does anyone know how to turn a regular old wma file into mp3 format? Or do I actually need mp3 stuff to do that? I'm really ignorant about this omg, any help would be appreciated.
Posted at 07:45 pm by Ivyxx
Permalink
|
|
|